Beyond the Final Page: Why the Story Had to Be This Way.

I don’t know where to begin. If you have finished the series, you likely understand many things now and are perhaps rethinking everything you’ve read. I am not sure if you are angry with me or if you skipped the final optional chapter. Regardless of whether you have accepted this ending yet, I want you to know there was always a mission behind why I categorized this trilogy as a gritty psychological thriller.

Now that the truth has been revealed, the reasons for the fragmented narration and the unbalanced plot should be clear. It is a messy, fractured path shaped by the traumas the characters carry. This story was never meant to be "well-written" in a traditional, cohesive sense. It is difficult to discuss further without spoilers, but if you look back, the clues were always there. Certain words were repeated more than usual; while it may have seemed repetitive at the time, that rhythm was the heartbeat of the truth.

I have always said that I have no power over my characters. I see the images and I hear the voices; my only job is to put them on the page. They dictate the story—it was never truly me in control.

I am so grateful that you gave this trilogy a chance. This story has taken deep root in my heart, and I don't think any future characters will ever replace these. As this trilogy is my first experience as a writer, I have discovered something that I truly love.

When I was sixteen, I started my own diary and wrote in it constantly. It felt liberating, even though there were things I never told anyone. We all have something to hide. Don't we? Just as Luna finds a way to process her trauma through painting, I suppose I found a way to do so through writing. Perhaps there is something broken within me as well, and this trilogy helped me explore it.

I cannot wait to dive into my next project. I already have a cover and a title in mind, and I am looking forward to growing as a writer by exploring new possibilities. Thank you for being a witness to my mind, and thank you for your continued support.

Best,

Roksolana Lebid